upgrade diary.. hihi

It's seem very long time i stop writing in this blog..

i more like to write dairy every year and burn it..

coz i dont like someone to read my story..

then just have more few days for new year 2014..

since it's already 2014

i think i should write in blog..

rather then write in diary..

coz i know, no one will notice my existence here.

but that's what i want..

with my broken english.. but still choose to write in english..

coz if im write in malay..

it will become an eassay..

with ayat berbunga2...hehe

today im woking..

but actually dont have anything dat i can do..

so, i just find somethng to spare my time rather than bothering "U"

huhu...

today..

i just have many thing in my mind that i want to write..

i want to share..

n i want to free my mind from thinking of all dat things..

 

Wanita yang berunsurkan Api

Api sifatnya panas dan membakar tapi menerangi kegelapan malam. Ia juga menghangatkan kedinginan malam serta digunakan untuk memasak. Wanita bersifat api:

Cintanya sentiasa hangat membara kepada suami serta kuat cemburu.
Cergas dan cepat dalam geraklaku menjadikan dia seorang yang cekap dalam menguruskan hal-hal rumahtangga.
Penasihat yang baik kepada suami.
Pandai dan cekap menguruskan rumahtangga. 
Pandai menghias diri agar kelihatan cantik dan menarik di hadapan suami.
Sentiasa waspada dan cepat bertindak bagi menyelamatkan keadaan.

ak trbaca dlm blog sape ntah..hehe.ak ni anak ke 3...dlm kategory api..xthulah btul x ni....tp bca jelah....just isi msa lapang....

study week!!!!!!!!!!!!

skang ni dh msuk stdy week.....time tuk pulun stdy smua subjek y blajr dlm stu semester ni....huhu....sem ni ak ambik 7 subjek..... tkut lah....mmpu ke ak dpt dean cm sem leps....ak ase x kot,,,coz subjek tramatlah sush.... smpai de membe ak stdy jer subjek 2...trus stress.....mmbuat kn ak tkut lak nk stdy....aduhai....2lah...awal2 sem mainnya banyak dri stdy...kang dh sush....tp pe2 pun....i will do the best....xpelah lau xleh dean pun.... tp i try my best...xnk stress2...lau x stu keja pun xjdi...xnk fkir sal benda lain dh...nk focus totally to stdy....ALL IS WELL....hehe....cm y dlm cter 3 idiot ckp...sbnrnya hati kita ni pengecut....sbb 2 cept tkut especially for final.... so....fighting.....u can do it...n good luck also to all my friend kat UiTM or u mna2 pun lah...coz smua skang ngah finall....fighting..... we can our best for our future..... InsyaAllah....

dont waste time...study..study2..

kita mampu melakukannya...fighting

study hard smua...coz dh xde msa lma dh...pe2 pun good luck k..bye2

mengidam!!!!!!!!!!

bunyi mengidm cam pregnant lak ek..... tp xpun...cuma ase nk mkn kari terung.... bgn pg tdi tba2 teringat terung y beli hri isnin hri 2...  tp xguna g...pas 2 trasa nk mkn gulai terung.... pas roomte ak bgn trus ajak dia pg santan n ayam kat kedai.... ak msk lah gulai terung+kcang pnjng+bendi+ayam y dhiris kecik2..... sedp nya...lma xmkn cm 2..... tp santan xbrapa nk mnjdi lah hri ni...sbb nya msa santan ngah mendidih ak dok mkn nasi gorng ngan roomte ak.... bla tgk dh jdo tlur keli.....xcntik suda gulai ku.... tp ok lah utk mengisi perut kami berempat petng ni..... lg2 my housemt ak y xde pgi ni pg main bowling dpt johan.... bangga dgn kamu-kamu nie...hehe... t petng ni kita santap ye housemt ku y trsyam,....hehe...

nyum2.....best nya...hehe

bia lah xbpe sedp pun.... bedal jer..

mkn lak ngan timun n budu....lgg2 best..

family gathering...

semlm...my family dtng umh ambik p kua mkn cim cum kat pcb.... smua ada...mak,ayah,along,angah n abe....y pling suka....sbb my only one sweet heart akid pun ada....cuma abe ngoh je xde...sbb semlm bru dia btolak blik klantan...waa....ase cm dlu2 jer....huhu...pas along n angah keja...dh jrng leh kumpul rmai2 cm 2...lagi2 bila angah dh kwin....lagi jrng nk kua sma2 cm 2....tp semlm smua ada....rindu sngt2... smpai sna besa nya lau g ngn my hubby or my friend...ak mkn puas2 smpai kenyang...tp semlm...sbb suka ngat main ngn akid...ak mkn ckit jer....tp asyik dok main ngn akid jelah....rindu tol kat si bulat y dh banyak karenah 2..... achik syg ngat kat akid.... smua mkn kat c 2 smpai kekenyangan....tp ayh ckp dia xpuas hti mkn kat c 2....even dia dh mkn dua ekor ikan bkr...ktaorg mkn ckit jer sbb xsuka ngat ikan... smua ayah y hbskan... dia lg suka mkn kat bagan lalang...dekt umg along kat banting... kat sna mkn seafood....y de mcm2 jens masakan... tp lau kat sna my favorite....ketam msk halia jelah....y 2 kompem ak licinkan....lau udang....ikan....n y lain2 2...ak bedal gak...tp ketam is da best lah....leps 2 bila part byr 2 lah y pling best....pling koman pun mau kena 2 3 ratus mkn kat c 2.....tp diorng y byr...hehe....ak mkn jer... ..semlm pun kena 180..... mak ckp sbb ayah mkn ikan bnyak ngat..hehe.....tp y pntng ktaorg happy dpt kumpul sma2... xthulah bila lak dpt kumpul rmai2...kena tnggu fmly holiday lah dlu.....lmbt g lah nmpaknya kot.... coz thun lepas dh pg bukit tnggi..... tp time 2 xdpt spent bnyk time ngn diorng...coz msa mak, ayah n abe g cuti kl.... ak keja...ak ambik cuti msa nk pg bukit tnggi jer,....msa diorg pg ict, aquaria klcc n ntah kat ner g dorng pg 2....ak keja....waa...sedih tol ase nya.....tp hope...next time ak leh la spent msa spenuhnya ngn dorng...hehe...bget busy lak..... but pe2 pun... i miss the moment msa kecik2 dlu.... y smua de bsama... even time 2 slalu gduh pas baik..n gduh lk.....tp smua 2 wat kami lg erat....cm skang...jmp pun sush... i miss all of u...huhu

HakikatNya Ia TEtaP JauH!!!!!!!!!!!

org slalu ckp y kaple jrak jauh ni... jauh dimata dekat dihati.....tp bg ak y merasainya....ia tetap jauh.n hakikatnya ia mmg jauh...kdng2..i feel so lonely...especially time "dia" cbuk....bnyk keja..busy..n so on lah y leh mmbuatkn "dia" kurng contct ngn ak... n kdng2.ak lak y bnyk kejanya..xsempt nk bg msa kat dia.. mmg every nght kta ckp..tp currently..coz pent ngn keja2 n class...ak slalu trtido bla ngh ckp ngn dia..bru talk lam 5 mnt..ak dh tdo... smpai lastly...ak bgn pg 2..punya lah pnjng msj "dia" send..ckp y dia rndu ak..bnyk bnda y "dia" nk story.. nk share ngn ak...n dia pun nk thu sal ak..how's my life..my stdy..friend..n work..tp lngsng xde pluang..shari 3 4 msj jer... ckp 5 mnt tdo...aftr ak bca msj 2... bru lah ak sedr y ak dh bnyk ketepikn dia krana cbuk ngn hal2 sndri... then i try my best tuk jdi cm dlu,..spent time dgr cter dia.. share msalh dia...give support..even de gak lah msa2 y trtdo 2.. but ak akn still spent a little time with my boy... sbb jrk y memishkn kmi jauh...  n lau xde cuti sush nk jmp..n..only phone y dpt wat kmi ase dekt...y leh wat kmi thu cter msing2... but i still miss u...

i aweys miss u a lott....dear